The First Time I Had a Penis Inside Me as Well as My First Orgasm

And how much I learned about love, intimacy and kink in a single night

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By Dr T J Jordan

Meeting Micky

We were so very young, much too young by today’s legal standards, but this was a time when little attention was paid to our ages, even when we played music at after-hours clubs in Manhattan.

I thought him beautiful in a shy, sexy kind of way from the first time I laid eyes on Micky. He sat down next to me on the old sofa, close enough that I could feel the warmth of his thigh through both our jeans.

He didn’t make eye contact with me, but whenever I looked away I could feel his gaze. And the combination of his dilated pupils plus the bulge forming in the front of his pants signaled his desire.

It was summer then, but by November we could wait no longer.

Finally Sex

I had played with plenty of boys’ cocks during my first two high school years, played only, but that ceased when I met Micky because he became all I desired. Love is strange that way: You might’ve planned to fuck your way through Manhattan until one single boy stops you in your tracks.